L i s a

Är kluven...jag vet inte om jag vill att de ska ta slut eller om de kommer att bli skönt när de är över?! Klart jag vill att de ska vara över samtidigt som jag vill hålla kvar Pappa så länge som möjligt...

Allt är så förvirrat nu och de har de varit i många veckor nu. Ena stunden kan jag vara jätteglad å sen kommer de en låt på radion så börjar jag gråta...jag saknar honom så enormt verkligen. Jag vet inte hur man ska komma över de....går de att komma över elle? Vill jag komma över de? Jag vill ha tillbaka min pappa...NU!! Jag vägrar liksom inse att han är borta för alltid...hur ska man överleva utan han...

Nu ska jag nog hoppa in i duschen å skrika lite innan Sara kommer me godingen!!

Här kommer texten till bästelåten...den är helt underbar!! Jag gråter varje gång jag hör den!!


Song For Dad
(keith urban)

Lately I've been noticing
I say the same things he used to say
And I even find myself acting the very same way
I tap my fingers on the table
To the rhythm in my soul
And I jingle the car keys
When I'm ready to go
When I look in the mirror
He's right there in my eyes
Starin' back at me and I realize

The older I get
The more I can see
How much he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

There were times I thought he was bein'
Just a little bit hard on me
But now I understand he was makin' me
Become the man he knew that I could be
In everything he ever did
He always did with love
And I'm proud today to say I'm his son
When somebody says I hope I get to meet your dad
I just smile and say you already have

The older I get
The more I can see
How much he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

He's in my eyes
My heart, my soul
My hands, my pride
And when I feel alone

And I think I can't go on
I hear him sayin' "Son you'll be alright"
Everything's gonna be alright"
Yes it is

The older I get
The more I can see
That he loved my mother and my brother and me
And he did the best that he could
And I only hope when I have my own family
That everyday I see
Oh I hope I see
I hope everyday I see
A little more of my father in me

A little more of my father in me
I hope everyday I see in me
In me
In me
I hope everyday I see

A little more of my father in me



Den stämmer in på allt!!